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I m waiting for who

At this moment, I felt as if I was a cursed person who cursed me for not being able to meet true love all my life.

Whenever I thought I met someone I was waiting for, something happened that I couldn t accept or expect. Every time I was full of hope and falling from the sky, my heart fell into the abyss again and again. Let me begin to doubt whether the world really has a person I am waiting for and waiting for me.

So many blind dates have let me become more and more disappointed, so that I can almost determine that I was a lonely life in this life. However, when fate comes again, I want to hang on, I don t want to miss it again. No matter how many failures, I told myself not to choose me, it was his loss, he didn t appreciate me, he didn t have that blessing. Every time I told myself that he was just a passer-by in my life, not the person I waited for, no matter, don t be disappointed, don t be sad, I should be sad to miss my people, not me.

I am a person who does not disguise, I like to show my real side, I like to be frank. I think people are meant to be honest, not lying. Maybe some people think that a white lie is harmless, and it s necessary to fear that a man might see me and be scared away. What would I want him to use if he could be scared off by me? If I can t tolerate my shortcoming, will someone who only like my good points help me to get old? I don t want to do that, I don t want to be a different person, I don t want to be accused of hypocrisy. I am I, a real me, candid and candid me, also can be called silly. But don t people say stupid people have a fool? What s wrong with being stupid? Is everyone so calculating?

I am a very perceptual person, a person of pursuit of security, a slow hot type, a pursuit of stability, an ordinary person, a passionate people, a people who believe in fate, a man that will go down. Sometimes it comes to the end, when it comes to life. It s mine, even if I don t, it will be mine. It s not mine, it s hard to go after it, it won t get, it won t be happy. If I really love my people, even if I push away, he will still be with me. He will tolerate my inadequacies, appreciate my strengths, and understand my mind. Those who do not understand me are vain in their efforts.

Every dating failed, and relatives can enlighten me, your fate hasn t arrived yet, don t worry, good at the back, there will always be people who ll like you admire you, who married you must be very happy in the future. I hear so much, I really want to ask, which one is my destiny, which is the one destined to marry me?

I 29 this year, I can be said to be an old maid in guangdong, is not I don t want to get married, but find nothing more, instead of looking for a not the right person, every day quarrel, jealous, hurt himself and not careful consideration, careful consideration, married will try to let oneself happiness, grow old together. Maybe I m too subjective, too naive, too narrow-minded. But I don t want to choose a wrong person, I don t want to regret my future, I don t want to worry about my family. It s really hard to find someone who loves me. Marriage is so far away for me. My heart is tired.

Not to say that must marry, but the big trend I can t reverse, people s old idea I can t ignore, the woman is old to marry not to go out, how many people behind the back talk to laugh at me? Every time facing the colleagues to make fun of, the concerns of the parents siblings, and consideration of my future life, I cannot ignore these, can t follow one s inclinations, not selfish choices a person alone.

I am a man, a man thought to have feelings, a very sensitive person, I m not a robot, sometimes I also very lonely, very helpless, I am not a iron wall, the poison not assault, not a strong to can a person carry everything. I also need to be loved, cared for, taken care of, I also need a dependence. Looked around the relatives, classmates, friends, each one has his own family, her husband, children of their own, I also envy, look at yourself, the in the mind to the lost and only they can feel. Whether it s happiness or flatness, whether it s rich or poor, at least there s a personal companion, a sick person who s taken care of, a nightmare to be comforted, someone who s been quarreling with each other all the time. If the right people, who doesn t want to get married and have children, be a good wife and mother? I want to go through, at least this life I have nothing to regret. I also hope that when I am lonely can have personal miss, also want to have children of their own, hope can do meal, waiting for my love come back to eat together, also hope that the family happy, simple happiness.

I am a perfectionist, but I know that nothing can be too perfect. There is no fish in the water until there is no fish in it. I am not an insensible, selfish, pampered, extravagance, a lavish, unreasoning gold-digger. I was just a kind of bean curd, quick and quick, not to hate others, a husband, a little girl. My request is very simple, looking for a honest duty, industrious and tolerant and considerate, filial piety, care for spouses, pleasing to the eye, skilled, has the sense of responsibility, no bad habits, don t smoke not dozen woman within the scope of guangdong province, 40 years old the following, the height of 170 cm, not too fat man went, this request is too? I don t ask him to be rich and handsome. He doesn t ask him to have a car and his parents to die. He doesn t want him to be so crazy about me. He doesn t ask him to be romantic. Don t ask him to have me around all day, don t ask him to drink, for me, don t ask him how much degree is high, does not require his reputation as a family have more prominent, do not ask how much he must earn money back, don t ask him to give me to buy gold and silver jewelry, why is it so hard to find a suitable person get married? But now what is the man, like to be cheap, like to serve the young lady.

To me, I pay more attention to character, money itself is an external thing, life does not bring the death. The money is not much, enough to spend is good, more than enough to be able to. If people are bad, what about wealth? I don t want to spend my days crying in a BMW car. I d rather enjoy that simple happiness in my cozy little home.

Make an irregular poem, and express my thoughts at the moment: ask the wine, where is the king? If you ask for something, why should you seek it? Only those who are interested, know me. If there is no man, he will go alone. The road knows the horse power, the day sees my heart. If you know my heart, you will not.

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