人真的是一個矛盾體

這是為遇見你而準備的第7篇推文

This is theseventhtweet that I prepared to meet you

這半年，我找了很多雞湯，也許激勵了無數高三學子，可有時也會在心裡打個疑問，真的是這樣嗎？

Within six months, I search for many kinds of inspiring word that perhaps it inspired some of the third year of high school students, yet it remains question marks, is it really?

步入大學，不想墮落，於是乎參加了兩個組織，在網上有一份兼職。做個無課表，為了確保無誤，檢查了不下十遍。試過寫推文的時候，出現了各種各樣的bug，各種摳細節，改了一遍又一遍。換來了師姐們的評價：「你很細心，也很有耐心。」

While I in university life, I joined two social clubs and worked an online part-time job just because of don"t want to be degenerate. I made a schedule which no have class and checked more than ten times just to avoid the careless mistakes. When I wrote an article, it will come out more and more of various bug and synopsis that cause me to rewrite again and again. It turns out I get an achievement from my senior, and they said: 「You do have attentive, and patient as well」

其實，看到別人看劇、打遊戲、逛街各種嗨，而我卻苦苦碼字的時候，我真的動搖過，這樣堅持真的有意義嗎？

Actually, people are playing games, watching drama, dating from outside, I busying write an article at the same time, I"m shaking inside, is that any reason that I could insistent?

也許，是有意義的吧，在別人也產生共鳴的時候，在收穫到經驗的時候......

Perhaps, it makes sense, connecting with others, gaining experience at the same time……

因為沒能如願考上一本，我仍然不甘心，不經意想起的時候，還是一次次濕紅了眼眶。

I still not willing accepted what I failed in my high school education. When I think of the incident, my eyes were full of tears once again.

「如果當初！可惜...沒有如果...」

「What if! Is no.... 『If』 only...」

他們安慰我說，只要肯努力，就能改變的。可是，環境真的很重要，很多時候，別人也只是看到你的層次，也只是注重一個結果。就拿前段時間我們學校的招聘會一樣，來我們學校招聘的公司，且不說跟重點大學相比了，就連那些普通大學都遠遠不及。很多公司都是從來沒聽過的無名小卒。可見很多時候，結果真的很重要。

"It will change as long you put a lot of the effort," said to my senior who gave me a few words of comfort. However. The environment is an important, meanwhile, others judge your ranking just because they want to get a better result. Just like the job fair at my university, the company to attend my university, not to mention compared with the key universities, even those ordinary universities are far behind. A lot of the company have not heard before. Thus, the result is a really important.

但儘管如此，還是不能自我放棄呀，畢竟能力也很重要，還是要對未來充滿希望的，不是嗎？

In spite of this, you can"t give up yourself. In fact, your ability is an important also, allow to give yourself for hope in the future, right?

有時候真的搞不懂自己，我到底在幹嘛？為什麼如此矛盾？

I don"t understand myself that what am I doing right now? Why so contradiction?

想做就去做，堅持所堅持的，拋下過往種種，重新來過，又何嘗不好？

Do what you want to do, stay stronger, let go the past, is it great to start a new journey, right?

也許我就是這樣一個自相矛盾的人吧。也許......

Perhaps I"m the one who is self-contradictory. Perhaps…

你們是不是也有這樣或那樣的矛盾呢？

Are you the one who is inconsistent before?

歡迎在評論區留言告訴我們呢~

Kindly to leave your comment at below~

最後，願你我出走半生，歸來仍是少年！

Lastly, may you return with a young heart after years of fighting.

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