你若盛開，陽光自來

現在的我是很平淡的寫下這篇文章，只為記下活在當下的感慨。

Now i am pretty calm to write this article, just for remembering my feelings at the present.

間隔年的第二年已經過了一個多月，盛夏的凱恩斯也已經變得有些涼爽，甚至在深夜裡，這裡還有一絲的寒冷，媽媽嘮叨我帶上的睡袋也算是派上了用場。

第二年於我自己來講，沒有第一年的慌張，大概是第一年的澳幣還剩了點可以支撐一段時間的生活，也或者說是我的心態更好了，知道工作這種事，急是沒有用的。

There has been over one month for my second gap year, and the weather of cairns changes from hot summer into cool autumn, even a little bit cold in the deep night. The sleeping bag , which my mom nagged at me to bring it with me, finally plays its role. The second year for myself, i am not hurried or anxious as the first year, maybe the remaining money i earned last year can help me to survive for a while, or maybe i get a better mental mind and know there is no use to be hurry.

除了最開始對新鮮地方和景物的新奇，讓我保持每天發朋友圈的狀態，另一個目的就是記錄獨特的生活，督促自己，不管是對食物亦或生活，都要有熱情。然後天天用英文記錄，或許還可以幫助我的寫作，畢竟那是我的短板。

Except the begining of curiosity to new places or new sceneries, another purpose is to record the unique life and supervise myself to be enthusiastic ,no matter about food, or about life. At the same time, more use of English, more helpful it is for my writing, after all it is my weakness.

第二年的路上，遇到各式各樣的人，好的壞的，也都豐富了人生的經歷吧。有的人幫助我看到自己的缺點，有的人鼓勵我更自信，有的人也讓我明白自己討厭的或者無法容忍的是什麼。

I met different kinds of people in the second year, no matter nice or not, they do enrich my experience. Some people help me to know my weakness, some people encourage me to be more confident, some also make me realise what i exactly dislike or can"t tolerate.

Stella 是我最近認識的一個小夥伴，也是WHV認識英文最厲害的人了。之前在國內是在上海一家培訓機構做托福培訓的，托福聽說讀寫單項滿分30，她可以拿28以上（英文水平幾乎母語水平），時薪大概是稅後RMB400 每小時，淡季每月工作收入稅後也是10K+，旺季的話每天上課6小時以上。我好奇像她這麼厲害（高工資）的人怎麼有勇氣選擇放棄工作出來，畢竟WHV我聽說過的最高時薪也沒有她國內的工資高。

Stella is one of the friends i get to know recently, and she is also the one , best at English as far as i know among the WHVers. Before she quitted, she worked as a TOEFL teacher in an educational organisation of Shanghai. For every part of TOEFL test, she can get over 28 scores as the total is 30, which means her level of English is as good as the native. The hourly rate is about RMB400 and he even in the low season, she can earn over RMB10,000, let alone the peak season, she normally worked over 6 hours per day. I am curious about her reason for quitting such a good job, because i had no courage to give up such a well-paid job and no one among the WHVers can make as much as the hourly rate she did.

後來她告訴我她之前去紐西蘭的間隔年讓她感覺太好了，而國內的高工資也是太多沉澱式的付出換來的。如果不趁現在出來看看，做自己想要做的，以後會更沒機會。當我們聊到各自未來的打算時，我真的顯得有些惶恐。20歲初的恐慌到現在似乎也沒有好多少。她建議我想清楚，不要給自己找借口，沒有試過之前不要否定自己。

Later she told me her gap experience to New zealand was so good, and the well-paid job was paid after huge and struggling work. If not come out and do w,hat she wants, there will be less chance. When we talked about our future plan, i was really in fear. It doesn"t become better since the beginning of 20s until now. She suggests me think clear and never make excuse for myself if i had never tried.

今天也算是很特別的吧，青旅的餐桌上意外出現了一束花，儘管不是那麼新鮮，依舊讓我想到一句話， 你若盛開，陽光自來。

Today should be a special day. On the dinning table of backpacker hotel, there is a bounch of flower, despite it is not fresh but it reminds me one sentence:If you bloom, the sunshine comes.

26/05/2018

At the Caravella Backpacker Hotel

PS上了一天的班，匆匆忙忙趕回青旅做換宿的工作，然後再出去買菜做飯，再記錄生活，今天簡直不能再充實。最近喜歡上了吃芝士，估計又要長胖的節奏了。

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