這是我的旅程，不管多久我可以等

一句話瑜伽，第196期Chantal：我的人生有太多的目標，有時候我覺得有必要一次實現它們。我累了，目標遙不可及，只能幹著急。I have so many goals in life and sometimes I feel the need to achieve them all at the same time. I"m really bad, when it comes to wait for special days, or ingeneral waiting.

我想做很多事情，對於所有事情，我覺得一次生命是不夠的。我連工作的時候都覺得自己在浪費時間。I want to do so many things, I feel like one life isn"t enough for allof this. I once had the feeling about "loosing my time" while working.

對我來說，這是不值得的。我想所有的事情我本可以解決，好遺憾。For me, it wasn"t worth it. I thought about all the things I could haddone, if I wouldn"t be there right now.

一年前這種感覺還在增加。我很害怕在瑣事上浪費時間，一些我沒有真正的「需要」或「在乎」的事，我真的累了。These kind of feelings grow in 2017. I was so scared of loosing time withstuff, I didn"t really "need "or "care", I literallyflipped out.

一年後，準確的說今天我意識到，我不再經常思考這個想法。我知道為什麼，因為我快樂了。One year later, exactly today I realized, I do not think these thoughts that often anymore. And I know exactly why, I AM HAPPY.

我花了很多時間，為些事情擔心哭泣，有些人不值一提。但我覺得，我需要並且十分需要去承受這些感覺，並開始注意到為什麼會有這些感覺。I spend a lot of time, worrying, crying about things, who are "let "s be honest" actually nonsense. But I guess, I needed and Isteelneed to go through this feelings and start realizing why I have them.

我能做些什麼來改變現狀，是什麼讓我走到今天。我看到日落，開始微笑。這就是我的生活。我可以隨意改變它。直到我按照我想要的方式生活。And what I can do to change a situation.Which exactly brings me to today. I saw the sunset and started smiling. this is my life. I can change it as often as I like. Until I live the way I want to.

直到我感到完全自由。直到我是完整的我。不管多久，我可以等。這是我的旅程。Until I feel completely free. Until I am totally me.As long as it might take, I can wait.This is my journey

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