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LoveRediscover

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我們是LoveRediscover。

分享LGBT真實故事，為LGBT community傳遞聲音。

愛就是愛。美麗，驕傲，平等。

」

我13歲時出櫃，患有抑鬱症、性別焦慮和焦慮症。

我開始有自殺的念頭，並開始顯現。有一天，我被叫進學校的辦公室，他們把我送回家，因為他們看到我手腕上的傷口，他們害怕我會自殺。我被帶回家後和媽媽坐在沙發上，她抱著我，眼淚從她臉上滾下來，抱著我來回搖晃。我歇斯底里地哭了然後我抬頭看著她，說：「媽媽，我出生在一個錯誤的身體里」，她對我微笑著，把我抱得更緊，說：「我知道。」那天之後，我很開心，一切開始好轉。

我在學校畢業了，很多人也同樣喜歡我。是的，有時我會聽到有人說：「哦，看看那個同性戀！」但老實說，這沒有任何意義，因為我知道我是誰。

我有一個了不起的母親，她支持並愛著我和三個美麗的兄弟，他們永遠在那裡。

對於我來說，最難的部分是害怕你愛的人不再愛你，以及我的父親是一個堅定的基督教徒，相信那些LGBT的人都會下地獄的事實。

是的，當你出來的時候很難，你會害怕，但老實說，這是當你找到愛你的人的時候，世界上最美好的感覺。

現在，人們不再叫我Evie（我的出生名），他們現在叫我Evan。

我的名字叫Evan。

我是一個變性男孩。

我很高興。

「你很完美。」

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△ I came out when I was 13 years old. I suffered from depression, gender dysphoria and anxiety.

I started to have suicidal thoughts and it started to show. One day I got called into the office of school and they sent me home because they saw cuts on my wrists and they were scared I was going to kill myself. After I was brought home I was on the couch with my mom. She was holding me, rocking me back and forth with tears rolling down her face. I was hysterically crying then I looked up at her and said "mom I was born in the wrong body" she smiled at me and held me tighter and said "I know". And after that day I was so happy and things started to get better. I came out in school and a lot of people loved me the same. Yes sometimes I get that one person that says "oh look at the faggot" but honestly that means nothing because I know who I am. I have a amazing mother that supports and loves me and three awesome beautiful brothers that are always there.

The hardest part about coming out for me was being scared that the people you love will no longer love you and the fact that my father is a hard core Christian who believes that people who are part of LGBT are going to hell. Yes it"s hard and you are scared when you come out but honestly it"s the best feeling in the world when you find people that love you for you. People no longer call me Evie (my birth name) they now call me Evan. My name is Evan I am a transgender boy and I am so happy.

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