不是生活對我手下留情，而是我已成為過來人
小魚寄語:你在過你想要的生活嗎？面對這樣的人生課題，瑜伽達人Cathy給出了否定的答案。在現實的壓力下，確實很少有人過著自己想要的生活。和很多人一樣她哭過痛過，但生活還得繼續。在人生的拐角，要突然改變自己的生活談何容易，作為過來人，我們看看她說了些什麼。
一句話瑜伽，第320期Cathy Madeo:你過著你真正想要的生活嗎？我知道我不是。Are you living the life you truly desire? I know I wasn"t.
大約6年前，我在某個地方拐錯了彎，結果非常痛苦，將近六個月的時間我每天以淚洗面。I took a wrong turn somewhere about 6 years ago and ended up so miserable I would cry almost everyday for nearly 6 months.
有些人可能稱之為抑鬱，但在內心深處，我知道我並沒有過上最好的生活，我的每個毛孔都在哭訴。Some people might call that depression,but deep down I knew that I was not living my best life and every fiber of my being was letting me know.
我是如何改變我的生活的？這不容易，它需要問自己一些重要的人生問題，而答案幾乎把我嚇壞了。How did I make the switch to living a life I Iove?It wasn"t easy and it required asking myself some big life questions and the answers nearly blew me away..
然後，它需要你的犧牲，去採取切實可行的步驟，朝著我想要的，即便是原來生活里離不開的。Then it took the dedication to take actionable steps towards what I wanted as though my life depended on it.
好在，自從意識到我想要的和弄清楚之後：一切似乎都順利起來，並且持續了多年。The best part though, since realizing what I wanted and getting clear: everything seems to fall into place and has been for years.
我說似乎二字，是因為我知道我仍然在努力地實現它，但現在感覺容易多了，畢竟是過來人了。I say :seems because I know I m still doing the work to make it happen,but it now feels effortless where as before it felt like I was always pushing against life..
